A severe eye infection Elton John suffered last year has left him struggling with significant vision loss, making it impossible for him to read, watch television, or even see his sons playing sports.

The music legend has opened up about how heartbreaking it has been to lose his eyesight and how much he misses watching his young boys enjoy everyday moments. In a social media update shared last year, John revealed that a “serious eye infection” had left him with only limited vision in one eye.

Speaking to The Times, the singer-songwriter—who shares two sons, Zachary (14) and Elijah (12), with his husband, filmmaker David Furnish—said he has been unable to properly see since July. He explained that he can no longer watch TV, read, or follow his children playing rugby and football, describing the experience as deeply stressful and upsetting.

John admitted the situation has taken an emotional toll, but he is trying to adapt. He said he considers himself fortunate to still have his loving family by his side and noted that he can still see a little through his left eye. Despite the struggles, he told himself he has to keep moving forward.

The artist previously shared that his vision problems have affected his ability to record new music and have at times made him feel trapped. Even so, he has recently completed a new project titled Who Believes In Angels?, created in collaboration with American singer Brandi Carlile, alongside producer Andrew Watt and longtime songwriting partner Bernie Taupin.

Ahead of the album’s release, John and Carlile also hosted a special night of live performance and storytelling at the London Palladium. John’s 2023 Glastonbury headline show had been his final UK performance, marking the end of his Farewell Yellow Brick Road tour, which concluded with an emotional final concert in Stockholm.

Looking back, John reflected on how his life has changed since becoming a father. While he once imagined spending his final moments on stage, he now says his greatest wish is to be remembered as a devoted parent. He described his career as an extraordinary gift, saying he still feels filled with music even at 78.

Although he acknowledged his eyesight issues remain a major challenge, John said he is determined to push through—because, in his words, there is still so much more ahead.